Subconsciously, you think of yourself as less of a man if you let women treat you like the man you think you are.
Subconsciously, you think of yourself as less of a man if you let women pamper you & buy you nice things.
You or some punk brawd told you it’s not what men do, and you believed that garbage.
Maybe it was a female you trust, someone close to you because I can’t think of any other excuse for why you gave a damn about their opinion, but they’re wrong. You’re wrong. If you know your worth & all that you bring to the table, there’s nothing you don’t deserve.